Well, Thursday morning I ran 4 miles, rowed 1100 m and then did a 25 minute crossfit workout! Can we say ouch comes to mind? Woke up and at 5:30 yesterday I did another 20 minute crossfit workout that pretty much put me at deaths door. Not really but fortunately I couldn't sit down without screaming with pain so I got a lot of housework done. This morning I was suppose to meet my running buddy but literally could not get out of bed so I sent her a text, fortunately she slept in and it was pouring rain at the time so I don't feel quite so bad. Finally worked my way out of bed and did a slow three miles. Slow but done! My body hurts and I complain about it because I can barely walk my stairs, but as I am complaining I am also feeling Empowered. These muscles hurt because they have been abused for so many years. They are just shouting out to me to keep on going because they have needed this. I feel fortunate for all of the wonderful things that keep falling into my lap. The ability to eat healthy and exercise which is making me the person that I always knew I could be. The new friends that keep coming into my life as we work on this journey. Now almost down 40 pounds I realize more than ever that I really can and am doing hard things. Hard but amazingly awesome.
I feel so fortunate to have a loving husband, amazing family, and wonderful friends to support me on this journey to my happily ever after. This power from within is pushing me farther than I ever thought I would be at this point. A friend that I haven't seen for a couple of weeks said that my weight is just melting away. It is through what use to be difficult choices in my meals, hard work, blood, sweat, and tears. I have had many bloody blisters on this journey so the blood does apply and tears from realizing what my problems were and tears of joy as I hit goals. Several goals have been check off of my list. Minus 5, 10, 20, 30, under 200, running more than 5 miles, and the list goes on. Well, off to get kids places for this day to start!