Why is this so hard?

I haven't been on for a while and I was in hiding from everyone. Hiding the fact that I had gone backwards many many pounds. This past weekend was a good one for me. Boyd and I decided that it was time for the two of us to do this together. I have great support and need to start afresh and am ready to. I worked out today and are well for the first time in a while. Thanks to Nicole and her amazing dressing recipe I made the best salad. Yummy. I can eat homemade salads. I always like salads from places but normally not from home. Here's to a fresh start!